Life is Inside Out… in the Best Way
These posts have been few and far between lately. I promise I haven’t disappeared completely, but I am undergoing an incredible amount of change. I want to give you all a bit of an update because I’ve been receiving really great guidance about my life purpose. My intention for this blog has morphed so much since the beginning, but I am really happy about all of it. One thing has remained the same: this blog is a place to share the journey of life and every step of spiritual development. This post is very informal, but I just did a tarot reading for myself about what is next and I really want to share it with all of you. As always, if you have any questions about anything, feel free to ask!
First Off: Egyptian God Thoth
Prior to pulling my tarot cards, I was flipping through my Angel book. I was pleasantly surprised to see the face of Thoth staring back. Last time this great Egyptian God came to me, he came in a pair with Ganesh. My immediate thought upon seeing Thoth was “So you want me to write something?”
In all honesty, I was a bit disappointed in myself as that thought entered. Months ago I was prompted to write a book and I still haven’t started. The universe/guides/God’s don’t wait around forever if we ignore their guidance. I didn’t listen in the weeks of being prompted to write, and haven’t been urged to do so since that time. I believe that these Masters, Angels, God’s and higher vibrational beings all work from a place of love, but I still caught myself thinking that they may be disappointed in my lack of integrity and initiative. As I wondered about their possible disappointment, I looked up and saw this sign on the wall. Sidenote- I don’t like this phrase very much, but I think it may have been Thoth directly telling me not to dwell on the past. It may be a missed opportunity, but life is full of future opportunities! He is linked very closely to the moon, even being depicted with a crescent moon above his head. (The current phase of the moon as I’m writing this is waxing crescent!) His excerpt from the book even states that he works from a place of love and gratitude, and he doesn’t believe in tests. I feel so honored to have such a powerful being offering their guidance.
After receiving some love and guidance from the Gods, I shuffled and began pulling cards with the intention of learning what is next on my journey. The first card (X of air) is the recent past. Next is the current step (Death/Rebirth). The coming months are bringing a balance of my Body/Mind. The overall guidance is the Wisdom card, and the outcome of this path will be the Maiden. I’ll explain the oracle cards after the main ones!
Recently, life has been turned upside down. The entire world is in a state of awakening. Old ideas are being shed, new paradigms are opening. People are realizing their true power and purpose, and it is showing on an energetic level. On a personal level, I have been experiencing a great deal of change. I won’t go into all of the details here, but I quite literally feel as though I am stepping through doors into a new place, new time, new life. It goes hand-in-hand with the next card, the current step being Death and Rebirth.
I have seen a lot of rebirth symbolism lately. The most recent was a YouTube tarot reading about higher spiritual gifts and purpose (if you are interested, the link is right HERE!) For the shape I chose, the Phoenix card popped up. It isn’t the first time the Phoenix has shown up lately, but that tarot video helped a lot of things click into place for me. I am taking things much more seriously now as a result. Anyway! After the Death/Rebirth card is the Body/Mind balance card. This is rather self-explanatory, but for the sake of transparency I will share a bit of detail. A few months ago I made a New Moon intention post, and one of my big intentions was to get healthy. I wanted to eat better, start exercising, and get on a better sleep schedule. The good news: the girls and I are on a way better sleep schedule! It isn’t perfect by any means. They are both asleep around 11:30 most nights, and we are all up by 10:30am most mornings. That is a HUGE change, and we are all feeling a lot better because of it! The bad news: my diet is still really terrible. I have been told pretty plainly that I can’t expect much change in my abilities if I don’t start eating better and moving my body more frequently. It is really hard to break old habits, but my success depends on it.
The top wisdom card through me for a loop at first. I wasn’t sure what it meant, until the second wisdom card popped in. I’ll explain that momentarily. The outcome, The Maiden, tells me that after these changes are complete, I am going to seem like an entirely new person. There is so much working under the surface, in my mind and my soul. It is a really long transformation, and I’m finally ready to fully embrace it. Now, this didn’t quite tell me what Thoth was asking me to work on. It gave me insight to my inner world, but how do I turn this in to writing? The oracle cards gave me my answer. The Sacral chakra card and create appear on one side, and the other side shows communication and wisdom. When that second wisdom card appeared I knew it was a big deal… but how? I decided to look in the booklet, which I rarely do these days. I’m glad I did, because it helped me connect the dots and receive my answer.
I have been thinking this for a few days anyway, and I’m still not quite sure how I will do it but I trust that the answers will come to me in time. I believe right now I just needed to share a bit of my journey with everyone. I need to write and get creative with how I share the wisdom. I am being asked to be authentic with myself and everyone around me and share this journey in order to help guide others on theirs.
I believe I am here to be of service to others. I am here to guide and illuminate the paths that may look dark and scary. I am here to help untangle the web of the universe for others and to create a world of love and understanding. I am here to walk with you, and show you that you are always loved and you are never alone.
I am still discovering my path, but at its root I believe that is my purpose. I hope you all enjoyed reading this because it is a whirlwind. Thank you all for sharing this journey with me. I will be trying to share more of it as it occurs, and if the urge strikes feel free to share your own journey as well! I hope you are all doing well in these crazy times. All the love to all of you! 💞